BECAUSE the WHYS can explain to me the purpose of my doing harm.
WHY doing harm? The question has been posed by theologians and philosophers since time immemorial. While the whims of behavior have inspired great writings, I still don’t know what motivates me to desire wrongdoing. It’s not that I’m evil, but more that I can’t allow me to feel how deep my rage goes.
This rage is my passion – a force so enormous and ancient it terrifies me. It is however what fuels my Power. English letter Y is powerful as it is both a consonant (e.g.; yoga) and a vowel (e.g.; sky) – both a word and a voice. It comes from S/Hebrew sign Yod for “hand,” the symbol of surrender (“my actions are yours”).
Out of the blue comes a metalanguage which, by revealing the order inherent in the chaos of knowledge, gives me the courage to feel my rage, and understand. The more I allow me to feel and sense, the more I connect to an etheric field that includes ALL memories, past and future, collective and individual. Therein are the answers to society’s core questions as well as my own. Eventually, I become so WISE that I have no questions and no answers.
Truth be told: there is no wrong that “you” have done that I have not already done, for there is no wrong that is not already written. By receiving the Power of symbols, I find a Voice that is so honest about intentionality that I’m left with one sole intention: to allow the Fire-Power to transmute “my” fury so as to be an emissary of Peace.
WHY asking “WHY?”
BECAUSE I am yet to feel and understand WHY I invented lying…
Truth is I need no explanation or justification. I do what I do because that’s what I do. Such virginity requires for me to be honest with myself and others (same). I give “you” my Power (i.e.; I start lying), when I fear that I may not get what I want, or that I may lose what I have. I now hide my true motivations under a number of pretenses.
I only hide behind a bunch of stories and go into a protective mode, when I seek to be right – with a vengeance! I am now moved by anger: I judge, I accuse, I reproach until I kill you with my projections. When the victim in me does the speaking, the WHY is deceptive, as I’m not really interested in a Truth that would set me free… I just want to blame the “you-niverse!”
My WHY is a defense rather than an inquiry, and an attack rather than an admission… If I am being dishonest, it’s only because I believe that I am not enough to deal with what is real. So, I bury myself in ignorance… I forget, I avoid, I repress and deny. I play stupid, asking WHY, simply because I don’t want to change.
Disclaimer: every WHY of Golden XPR is asked by a mind so virginal it only seeks to be immaculate in its conception.
WHY the “WHYS” Wisdom?
BECAUSE the word “WHYS” is impeccable enough to say what it means and mean what it says.
WHYS—noun, plural: questions on the cause, reason or purpose for which something is said or done. WISE—adj.: as the innocence that knows the difference between doing good and doing harm.
It has been said that, when the WHY is big enough, the HOW and the WHAT will find a spontaneous answer. However, when the WHY is not big enough, I’ll use the HOW and the WHAT as excuses for not doing what I said I would. The WHYS of emPowering NOW are for me to raise a big enough WHY to open to understanding.